being so self-centered lately
busy with works, busy with the future
roller coaster-ing my head and my heart,,
well, not all bad actually
get to know myself better at the end of each day
know better what I am made of and what I am capable to do
but deep inside, i miss to be social
miss chit-chatting with besties
miss pulling a nighter to draft proposal for some social projects
miss playing some music or even just singing a song
but they have to wait I guess
because after all these years, I finally arrived at this point
the point where I have to take so many decisions in my life
the me point.
first thing first, eka
first thing first.